Sunday, September 25, 2011

Turning Thirty, And Turning Thankful


I found this poem online.. man, it says it all! lol

Turning Thirty -
I dreamed of being sweet sixteen,
Then magic twenty-one,
But suddenly I'm twenty-nine
And seeing thirty come.
My babysitter calls me "ma'am"!
It makes me feel quite numb,
How can I think of me as old?
I've always been so YOUNG!
Once I could name the "top ten" songs
Played on the radio,
And now I turn the rock groups down
Or hunt for something slow.
Now there are lines around my eyes
I thought would never show,
And pounds that used to be above
My waist have sunk below.
The boy I worshipped in college
Now lies beside me snoring.
His middle's thicker--so is mine,
And he's not so adoring.
He used to worship at my feet;
Now mostly he's ignoring.
I once clung to his every word;
Now sometimes he is boring.
I was depressed to see how fast
My youthful days could flee,
And then I met a fine old man.
His age was eighty-three.
His hair was white, his walk was slow,
And he could barely see.
He called me "child" and said he wished
He was as young as me.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Oscars 9th Birthday

My dear DEAR Oscar, the day has come for you to turn 9
And I couldn't be prouder to say that you are all ALL mine! 
You are the cutest little guy the lord could have ever sent my way
And no matter what the disappointment, I always consider you the blessing of my day! 

I could go on forever about all the ways you make my life complete
Your beautiful little hugs and smiles alone are oh so very sweet! 
You are a kind, gentle, intelligent, and insightful young man
To help make your life happy, wholesome, and complete is my plan!

I am far, FAR from a perfect mother, but I know I love you so
And Ill be here for you as long as I have life, and even from heaven, just so you know.
Everyday that I live I do it so that I can bring love to your little life
In return, you love me back, and this is how I know I'm doing something right! 

For the past 9 years you have brought smile after smile to my chunky mommy face
And before that you brought stretch marks to my tummy that will most likely never erase! 
But its okay, because I love you and these are the marks to show
That I am the proud mother of Oscar, and I want the whole world to know! 

Congratulations, my child, for existing as a blessing in this world for the past 9 years. 
The joy you bring to those who love you is countless, because you're extra super special, my dear! 
I have no words to express genuinely what you fully mean to me
Just know in your little heart that you're life is a blessing to you as well as to me!